One year later....

Ha ha ha..update blog setahun sekali..blehh?

Well..nak start dari mane ye? ermm..Hakim dah dapat adik!! hihihi

surprise surprise..

One main reason saya nak update blog tetibe ni..sebab nak cite pasal mengandung + deliver baby Aisyah. So that masih ade kenangan tentang kelahiran dia di sini. Klu simpan di kepala..takut terlupe. 

Anyway..mase saya fly ke Japan last year..I was 6 or 7 weeks pregnant. Yezza..I was surprised too. Dapat tahu mase buat check up utk scholarship..bleh tak?huhu Terkujat2 saye bile kne buat urine test untuk kali kedua..ingatkan pasal pe..rupanya nak confirmkan my pregnancy..so tak bleh buat Xray

Apabila tiba di Jepun..saya tidak terus pergi jumpa gynae. Health system kat sini agak berlainan dengan Malaysia..dan saya pon tgh adapt dengan keadaan di sini.

Saya masih ingat, pada hari raya aidiladha tahun lepas 15 oct 2013, saya ke Kyushu Medical Center  (KyuMed) untuk jumpa gynae and start my rotuine check up. Tu pon ngikut kawan kat sini yang tengah pregnant.

Since I dont speak Japanese, dan tak reti pon bace..kami bawak junior yang bleh ckp Japanese (Nihonggo). Dia yang tulun daftarkan kat hospital tu, isikan borang2 yang patut serta questionnaires about my previous pregnancy. Luckily ade doktor perempuan yang boleh ckp english, Kashinoura sensei.

Saya? Of course nervous and excited. First time nak tgk baby (mase tu baru 9 minggu)

However Allah knows what is the best for us. Saya keguguran. Mase check up, fetus dah takde heart beat. Usia fetus based on scan mmg 9 minggu, cuma tade heart beat. I tried to be strong, tp bile keluar dr bilik doktor, saya menangis semahunya di bahu suami. Hu hu hu.

Doktor kasi chance untuk fetus gugur sendiri, sebab saye memang takde bleeding or any pain/cramping or maybe heart beat baby ade kembali (which was really rare kata doktor). So dia bg appointment lg seminggu. After a week, masih takde perubahan, so I need to make an appointment for D&C. Ya Allah..gerun sgt masa tu..seorang diri bersama suami, baru pulak sampai kat negara orang di mana language barrier is toooooo large!

So on the 30 oct 2013, saya check in ke (KyuMed) di temani suami. Mase ni kereta pon blom ade..harap kepada public transport sahaja..dari hostel naik bus ke stesen ketapi, then amik train ke bandar..dari stesen ketapi jalan kaki about 20 mins utk ke hospital. Sadis? Itulah antara suka duka dok di oversea. Ade rakan2 yang dah ade kereta, but since the appointment was during working hour, mostly akan bz dengan research masing2, and kami sebolehnya tak mo susahkan orang

Untuk D&C, saya perlu bermalam di hospital. Procedure mula esok paginya (31 oct). So tinggal la saya di hospital sensorang tanpa teman. Rindu Hakim sangat mase tu. T-T. Mase procedure tu suami tak dapat teman kerana anta anak ke nursery, then kena pegi lab. Tgh hari baru dia sampai, tu pon untuk bawakkan lunch untuk saya. Then dia kena rushed ke campus semula. Wooo memang nangis klu ingat balik. Petang around 6 dia datang bersama rakan Malaysia di sini yang dah ade kereta. Alhamdulillah rakan2 sini memang sangat helpful. 

Esok paginye saya dah menapak ke kelas. Hu hu. It was Japanese class where saya tak bleh ponteng, otherwise affects kepada my mark. I did ask my gynae bleh tak pegi ke kelas (dengan harapan dia kasi MC). But nan hado ok. Dia siap cakap saya bleh kayuh beskal pegi kelas ha ha ha ha. Klu orang malaysia yang sgt strict dgn pantang larang ni sure terbuntang anak mata mendengarnye :D

How about the bill? Alhamdulillah it was covered by health insurance (seb baek dah ade insurance). Total cost is around 100 000 Yen, but we only paid around 30 000 Yen. And MasyaAllah, rakan2 Malaysia kat sini sangat baik siap buat kutipan derma lagi untuk kami memandangkan kami baru sampai dan duit tu banyak pakai untuk setel down. Menangis lagi saya kerana terharu. 

So that's it. Pregnancy kedua saya yang tidak menjadi. Allah knows best.

But..tadi cakap ada baby Aisyah..jeng jeng jeng..tunggu la next entry yee :D

Before that..layan je la pic sekeping kami memetik apple last year. Hi hi hi

diarrhea in 3rd trimester is a sign of labour?

okay..the question scares hell out of me.

as i said in my previous post..it has been a week (or two) that i have loose stool and have to go to bathroom for 3/4 times a day (sorry for the details). at first, i was happy as i just start taking ferum pills, and i was told that it can cause constipation. Therefor, i start having oat for breakfast, double my fruit intake daily and drink vitagen every morning. I am not sure if my new regime causes the diarrhea..too much fiber perhaps?takkan lah kot.

as my hubby was sick for almost one week..i am worried as well if my antibody cant defense my body, and if i got infected by his virus/bacteria. but so far i am ok..my body temperature is just fine (despite the heat), i have no nausea or fever (alhamdulillah).

on the other hand, i am not sure if it is called as diarrhea, i thought diarrhea ni yg cirit birit with sakit memulas thp kronik. well i dunt have the sakit memulas tu..cuma kerap buang air besar je..camne ehh? nak ckp kne gastroenteritis tu..tak jugak..because i had one before a few years back..and it was painful and saye muntah teruk sgt. so i just thought, there is nothing serious, my body just suke membuang ape yg tak perlu je kot..

it becomes my concern when i found the definition of diarrhea at wiki..where it stated that diarrhea is the condition of having three or more loose or liquid bowel movements per day.
ok definitely i have diarrhea. gullp. my fear is tersalah makan, ade jangkitan salmonella ke ape (nauzubillah) and risau pasal my baby jugak.. but as i said..i takde simpton seperti org yg sakit. camne ek?

and today..i googled about diarrhea & pregnancy..lagi lee saye terkejut badak.
it seems that some of mommies-to-be mmg face prob yg same cam saya..and it seems, it is a way for a body to prepare room for delivery..ok..double, triple gulp.

now i am confused..wat should i do? go and meet my gynae?our appointment is in 2 weeks times. does any mommy have the same prob as me before?

entering 30 weeks..

cam tak percaye pulak..saye dah nak masuk 30 minggu
klu ikut kiraan biase..lagi 10 minggu la kan?
wuuuuu dah nak dekat..takutt jugak nak beranak..huhuhu

btw..blog ni senyap menyepi for several days
due to work loads pestu excited nak balik kampung..and of course
bile dah balik kampung..mmg terus tak pandang laptop
facebook pon saye tak bukak sgt..apetah lagi main game
ape dah jadi ngan cityville lani?hihihi

if nak cite pasal ape yg dibuat kat kampung
i can summarize it with this word: MAKAN!
omg..mmg kije nye makan..pestu tido..pestu makan..pestu napping..pestu makan
siap my hubby complaint, tak nyempat perut lapa, dah kne makan..heheh
nak buek camno..both parents excited tgk anak menantu balik
haruslah kasi makan kenyang2 kan..hehhhe
time tu mmg tak pk dah pasal berat badan..nurse nak soh minum air gula pon, minum je lahh
hahahhhaa

pestu i did some shopping..beli kain flannel je..utk buat kain bedung baby
beli kaler biru and kuningg..sweet sgt..kain pon lembut compares to cotton
nanti nak jahit tepi je..then it's done
tak payah susah2 nak beli yg dah siap..agak mahal
kain flannel ni harga semeter baru rm6..ade yg saya jumpe rm5 tp tak chantek..huhu

then my MIL tanye pasal baby
saye ckp la uri dah naik, cuma baby plak songsang
but it is still early la kan
masih banyak ruang utk baby pusing2..so saye relax je la
tp MIL pulak risau..huhu
so dia bawak saye pegi jumpe ustaz ni, utk pusingkan baby dan jugak mintak air selusuh
huhuhu
mula2 dengar cuak jugak..sbb kalau buleh saye mmg taknak lansung berurut or try nak pusingkan sendiri baby ke ape
sbb based on my reading..mmg membahayakan nyawa baby dan jugak ibu..huhuhu

but my MIL said, ni bukan berurut..ustaz tu bace2 ayat je
so i agreed (eventho still cuak sbb ni first time nak gi berubat cara kampung)
ustaz tu tak tanye banyak pon..dia just ckp, klu songsang ni
mesti ade sakit2 kaki kan..which is true
mmg saye sakit kaki dan bhgn paha..sampai kadang2 nak angkat kaki utk berjalan pon tak buleh

so dia bace ayat2 al-quran (yg saye noticed ayat hafazan mathurat) dan azan
dia mintak saya pegang perut..haa mmg rase sgt2 baby bergerak aktif
tendang situ sana sini..
dekat 10-15 mins jugak la dia mengubat
dia cakap, "bende" ni masuk ikut kaki..kaco baby
saye assume "bende" tu makhluk2 halus la kot
huhuhuhu
pepehal..ni adalah ikhtiar..yang membenarkan sesuatu itu terjadi, hanya Allah yang Maha Kuasa.
mase berubat tu, dlm hati tak putus2 saye sebut Allahuakbar
bukan ape..takut kang mende yg lain yg dibuang..mende lain plak jadi pengganti
wuuuu takutt (tempias dari asik membace kisah2 misteri seram hantu kat porum..huhuhu)

after berubat..saye n hubby bertolak balik kl :D
nak tau jadi ke idak berubat tu, kne tunggu next entry ek =)

Placenta is lying low :(

Smlm pegi scan kat klinik Ajwa di seksyen 7 Shah Alam. Niat di hati just nak tau gender je..and jeng jeng jeng..obviously a boy! Tanpa segan silu baby menunjukkan his genital part =) Alhamdulillah..baby jugak membesar dgn baek..sehat bergerak..time scan tu siap bukak mulut lagi, nak mencelah dr yg tgh bercakap kot =)

Btw, there is something that worried me still, which is, according to the scan, plasenta berada di bawah..completely menutup laluan rahim. Dr ckp still early utk consider it as placenta praevia..tp nanti kne monitor la placenta ni bergerak ke idak setiap kali scan.
Satu lagi, dr ckp plasenta tu tebal jugak..takut susah dia nak naik.

source

If plasenta tak naik, i cant have normal delivery. So have to go through c-sect. Tp yg menakutkan saye lagi is, klu ade bleeding yg heavy, maybe kne lahir baby awal..kira baby pramatang la..ya Allah..jauhkan saya dari keadaan seperti itew..bile je bace yg ni kat net, terus mencurah air mata..huhuhuhu

Mengikut babycenter, there is nothing that a mum cud do at this stage..so yang tinggal hanyalah berdoa kat Allah supaya placenta bergerak ke atas dan laluan pintu rahim tu clear. Amin.

However, it is advisable to refrain from lifting any heavy things or sporty activity and to have bed rest. a lot of rest, and insya-Allah the placenta will go up.

feet swelling

last sunday..after taking my nap, my hubby said"yangg..jom kuar pegi window shopping barang baby"
i was like..Haaa? biar betul hubby ajak pegi shopping..slalunye i yg ajak dulu..muhahahha
so we went to Sunway pyramid
masuk sume kedai barangan baby (love it)
dan seb baek i blom tau gender baby lagi
klu tak rasenye dah borong baju kat anakku yg cute tu..huhuhu

we only bought one nice comfortable sandals for me
as yg lame punye dah nak putus dahh..huhuhu
spent at Sunway for about 3 hours
as a result..kaki sakit + lenguh gilee
especially my feet
dapat rase sgt kaki i dah kembang
and sampai lani still rase tak selesa :(
kat jari pon cam bengkak sket..tp cincin2 sume still muat lagi
huhuhu

baru nak masuk 5 bulan..dah tak leh jalan lama2
camne la nak shoppping barang baby nanti..haih
got to do this before masuk third trimester
time tu sure dah tak larat dah nak bershopping ke ape

so what is leg/feet swelling during pregnancy?
it is due to an excessive accumulation of fluid around the legs and ankles, also known as water retention.
simple tips to overcome this prob:
1. keep your leg up..yes it helps a lot..lepas balik shopping tu, i baring dan letak dua biji bantal bawah kaki..baru rase lega
2. jgn nak menyilang kaki mase duduk (which is a bit diff for me as it is my habit to do that..huhu)
lain2..bleh bace babycenter (mood malas hahhaa)

btw, ari ni i try nak puasa
ade 10 hari lagi tak ganti..huhuhuhuhu
pagi tadi bgn teman hubby tgk match bola,
alang2 tu terus sahur sekali..with oats, milk and some fruit
harap2 dapat bertahan sampai abis, insya-Allah
hubby dah pesan..klu tak mampu, dia soh berbuka..huhu
but of course i have to try first la
klu tak sampai bile laa sy nak ganti pose ni..dah le next year nak kne ganti 30 hari..huhuhu

i am currently planning for my antenatal class
maybe nak pegi bulan 5 kot
mase tu dah 7 months..insya-Allah larat lagi
kat DEMC, they only have one antenatal class per month
so kne book awal2..karang tak dapat masukk dahh :(

new update:
dah bukak pose dah..kol 1tgh tadi :(
have to try harder next time

I can see the heart of my baby pumping!

posting ni sepatutnya take place yesterday..
tp i was dem tired and lazy..slept almost the whole day in my office..luckily my boss was absent..haha..and balik rumah pon just sempat tunggu isyak, then krooohhhhhhh
yes..i do realize that sejak saye pregnant ni..ya Allah cepat sgt letihh
just imagine, sapu and mop bilik tidur pon saye rase dah nak pitam (seriously!)

anyway..my check up was on tuesday..and i am 7 weeks now
some may think..wahh so early dah pegi o&G ka?
the thing is, i got this brown spotting..and still having it eventho dah telan Duphaston (pil hormon untuk kukuhkan rahim) night and day.
and saya perasan jugak..if saye stress..or in a hurry..or bergerak dgn pantas ke situ ke sana ke mari..or penat yg melampau..i will have brown stain kt my panties.

so since that..saye berjalan teramat le slow..lembab cam kura2..mengalahkan org yg dah berbulan2 pregnant..hehehe
but i just have to adapt with it..skang ni klu rush pegi opis pon tak boleh..huhuhu

Gynae tu pon risau jugak dgn keadaan saya..as she wrote dlm "buku merah" saye tu "threatened abortion"
kire chances utk miscarriage tu agak besar..huhu serious saye pon risau ok
and i was looking for the last check up, sbb if everything was fine, my baby shud have a heart by now
and alhamdulillah, i can see the heart pumping and beating!
rase nak menangis pon ade, there is one tiny little baby who currently resides in my womb..hope he/she gets comfort
seriously, it is one of the most beuatiful thing i've ever seen in my life

pembesaran baby pon normal, size nya mmg seperti utk baby 7 minggu
but the gynae adviced me to rehat banyak2..jgn buat kije berat..jgn stress..and enjoy this moment..she still prescribes me with Duphaston and our next check up is in 2 weeks

luckily, saye blom ade morning sickness..fuhhhh
kadang2 ade la rase angin nak kuar..but blom muntah2 lagi
i read dlm mag Pa&Ma mase menunggu kat klinik tu,
dia ckp 3/4 of pregnancy women akan ade morning sickness
while the rest is "bed rest" type..which is kne rehat banyak2 sbb kadang2 ade pendarahan
well i think, im in that group.
and that's my main reason asik terbaring tido kat opis setiap kali rase penat gile or bile kuar darah..muahhahaha
yes..i just lay down kat atas lantai dlm cubicle my colleague (agak tersembunyi)
seb baekk final report dah anta..just tunggu tahun ini berlalu aje =)

btw..my lil bro is getting married this weekend
so the whole fam will be off to Kemaman, including me
gynae saye tak nasihatkan saya pergi..tp if saya nak pegi jugak..dia pesan soh relax2 je sepanjang 5 jam perjalanan tu..and mintak hubby berhenti at least twice utk saya rehatkan kaki =)
looking forward for it...rase cam pegi bercuti pulak..hehehhe

sure my FSIL, Scha tgh berdebar2 and tak sabar tunggu hari esok (the akad is tomorrow nite)
teringat plak time2 kenduri kami dulu..kalut ribut takde hengat punyaa..hahahha

i-am-5-weeks-pregnant!

i did the check up yesterday..and it's confirmed!
you cant imagine how happy we are when we heard the news
but i was badly ill yesterday..had high fever, sore throat and flu at the same time
luckily, my temperature has been back to normal this morning
but i still have flu and cough badly today

ok about my pregnancy..
i had brown spotting during the hari raya haji, and i assumed my period was about to commence.
but i was wrong as it was occurred for only a couple of hours.
that's why i did the check up yesterday, as i was late for one week.
but today, i had another brown spotting, which scared the hell out of me.

in rush, me and hubby when to an-nur bangi, waited for almost 4 hours to see a gynae as we were walk in.
the doctor was very nice, we did the scanning, and there it is, our 1cm fetus in my womb!
the fetus doesnt have any heart yet, as it is only 5 weeks. the doctor said, we have to wait until 7 weeks in order to see the heart, and to make sure everything is normal.
she also said there is nothing to be worried, at least the fetus does not grow outside my womb (alhamdulillah)

however, she prescribed me with Duphaston in order to strengthen my womb as i had the brown spotting. and i have to see her in 2 weeks to check the fetus progress.

my only dilema, shud i do my follow up at an-nur?which is far far away from our home (we are currently at kota kemuning). it is about 45 mins journey. however, i kinda like the doctor, and an-nur is close to our workplace which is cyberjaya, very pratical for doing the check up. hurmmm..pening2

by the way.. i have 3 days medical leave! startting from tomorrow!! so im gonna have a long weekend! not to forget the awal muharam and the sultan selangor's birthday next week..wuuuhuuuuu!! the doctor said i have to rest, that's why she gave me 3 days MC..hehehehhehe

and the due date is 26.07.11..right before puasa..sah2 tahun depan saya kena ganti puasa sebulan..huhuhu

pray for our health guys..harap2 semuanya selamat.aminnn