one person came to me and excitedly asked, how's ur wedding preparation?
as that person looked so eager to know about my wedding plan, i was excited as well to pour all the information.
but, what i got in return was u-r-tasteless or u-r-not-good-in-planning-a-wedding or i-dunt-like-ur-plan-at-all look.
it's hurt..it really does!
this is my wedding..and i am want it to be my way....i still can tolerate my mom's way tho..but not from u!
another person came......and asked me the same question.
without looking at that person's face, i said "in progress" and full stop.
i smiled tho, and it was the nicest smile i ever faked.
but i wondered still, why those kind of people cant be supportive? do they just ask questions in order to condem u afterward? mental.
another person came....without asking any Q, this person said "i heard u are not going to put this, u r not going to do that..well in my opinion, u shud do like this..yada yada yada yada.
i freaked out, thus i ran away. what is wrong with those people?
Ya Allah, keluarkanlah dia dari perutku dengan mudah dan selamat. Ya Allah, jadikankah dia sihat dan sempurna, berakal dan pandai, alim dan beramal. Ya Allah, panjangkanlah umurnya, sihatkanlah badannya dan baikkanlah akhlaknya, fasihkanlah lisannya, baguskanlah suaranya untuk membaca Al-Quran dan hadis, dengan berkat Nabi Muhammad SAW dan segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan semesta alam